Focus T25

 

 

Oh my gosh... I have started a new journey and let me tell ya OUCH.. I bought into the hype and I ordered T25. I have never been one to be able to work out on my own at home. I was more into the fitness classes where there are other people in the room and I kept up in fear of looking like an idiot. Well gym memberships are so expensive so I had to get rid of the membership. I tried the whole running thing and that was hard ( I am a wimp). I tried the whole diet thing and well that worked but that was not enough. I have became something I don't want to be weight wise and its time to change that. I know I had three kids and my body took a beating, so what, I know that Liam is only 4 months old but so what, it is not okay. The weight needs to go away....
I have taught myself over the last few weeks how to eat and how to eat healthy. It was hard and well I slip here and there ( maybe a little more then here and there) but it is all a learning process. The weight just isn't coming off as fast as I would like it to.. So here we go. With the support of my hubby the next 60 days of my life will be doing 25 minutes of intense exercises side by side with him. We completed day three last night and well it hurts. Everything hurts, my butt, my legs, my shoulders and my back. That's good though or so I have been told.
I don't want to flood my Facebook with all of my weight loss goals, achievements or struggles so I will do it on here.. NO I promise I will not become some health nut who tries to force it on others. Not at all, everyone is their own person and are free to do what they want. I have just spent so much of the last two years trying to be like others that I lost myself and this is me getting me back.  This blog is about my journey. My Journey as a stay at home mom (not by choice), a wife and how I get back to me.

DAY 1... Gross

Life is hard

Yes it is, Life sure is hard,
The last year has been a tornado for this family. We have been through hell and back but ya know what? We are still standing. It has been tough and there have been great days and awful good for nothing days. We have learned who our true friends are and that family isn't always blood. Most of all we have learned the importance of family and that no matter the distance my family ROCKS...
I truly believe that my family needed these hard lessons and though we are not totally out of the funk we will be soon. Life is hard yes, but it is all about what you make of the hard times that determine how you come out of the crap. I chose to come out of the crap still standing and happy.
I have spent a lot of time thinking and have realized I have became someone I am not really a fan of. I have became unhappy and resentful and I really do not like it. So whats a girl to do? Change this. I refuse to sit around and Facebook status how rough I have it or how its all poor me and stuff. Time for some major life changes,  SO... Out with the negative and in with the positive. Thank you life for the lessons and watch out world here come the NUNENKAMPS....